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September 3rd, 2006
05:19 pm - Moving?? By request of miss Kelly Knox, I'm updating you guys on my moving process. As of right now the 15th is our official moving date, which is next friday, and I'm soooo excited!! The only bad thing is I have been spending a lot of money, I had to buy all new bedding, kitchen and bathroom stuff. I don't even want to think about how much I've spent so far, probably about 500 bucks, but I only need a few more things, like a mattress pad, an electric fry pan and slipcovers for the couch and then I'll be good. Well, ok and I need to buy a tv for the living room cause neither of us have one, and she wasn't planning on getting one so I said I'd buy on, but after that I'm good.
This whole thing is getting expensive, I need to pick up a second job. However, that won't be a problem, because, unfortunately I wasn't able to get into any classes this semester, they were all full by the time mcc finally got my transcript from UB with all my pre-reqs, so I'm kinda screwed. I really hate to fall behind another semester, I'm just hoping not to fall off the bandwagon completely.
Oh, and Jeff moved to Syracuse, following a week of us completely not talking and him attacking me saying I was talking shit about him, which I kinda was. But after I left I found out a bunch of things he said about me, called me a whore, a slut, a bitch. I'm not really sure why, I don't quite know where that whole thing went wrong, but whatever, I'm over it.
Let's see, what else...well the guy at American Eagle asked for my phone number today! He was really cute, and I'm kinda kicking myself for not giving it to him, but I was meeting someone else right after I left, which, if that becomes something important I will make another post soon;) Current Mood: pleased
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July 3rd, 2006
09:07 pm - I hate men... I can't deal with having my heart broken again, I just can't, I fuckin give up. If I ever say I like a guy, ever again, slap me across the face because I can't take this anymore!!
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June 3rd, 2006
08:15 pm - :) Just wanted to say happy birthday to my darlin kelly cause I can't get in touch with her any other way right now...lol. Happy 20th Kelly!!
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April 30th, 2006
09:30 am - ... Long time no update. I'm sorry, but like Kelly said I keep up on all your journals.
I went to my first gay bar last night! One of the guys that works at Old Navy was putting on some sort of military show and he invited us, so a group of us went. It was fun at first, basically cause I saw a bunch of people from work out and drunk, including one of our supervisors, but towards the end we all got kinda bored. The show itself wasn't until 1:30 and we got there at like 11:30. The only two guys that were with us were straight and just really didn't wanna be there, but overall I'd say it was a good time.
Other than that I don't have very much exciting news. My life has been kinda screwed up lately actually. I love Garren but we've been fighting so much lately. It seems like every day we have something new to argue about and it always turns into this big thing. We've also both been really busy lately so I feel like we've kinda been growing apart. I'm not saying we're gonna break up or anything, but I really just want to find a way to make this work in the long run, because the way we're going now is gonna be hard to continue. There's other issues that aren't exactly helping the situation right now but I don't really want to get into that right now.
I've very excited for you guys all the come home!! Kelly, you need to let me know when senior week is cause I'm coming up! Churchville has been lonely without you guys, so hurry up and get here!!
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March 3rd, 2006
02:53 am - :D Good news everyone, I got my acceptance from Brockport today...woooot!!!!!:D
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January 28th, 2006
10:05 pm - Birthday Weekend Recap... Well...more like a recap of the past couple weeks. First of all, the 19th was Garren's birthday, he turned 26, old fart I know:P So I took him out to breakfast, gave him his presents and stuff, then we met his parents who came up from Syracuse at Tony Roma's for dinner. A quick note on that, food was amazing, service kinda sucked, and the screaming kids at the table next to us didn't help. But seriously, there were like 4 full tables in the entire restaurant, the kids could have gotten their own section, but no, they were right next to us. Anyway, then I drove him and his drunk roommate around, first to Wild Wings, which was actually pretty fun cause a bunch of his friends that I knew were there, and still sober with me. When Wild Wings closed I took him to Lauren's house, who was having a party, and omg I don't think I've ever seen as many drunk off their ass people as I did that night, well, at least when I'm not one of them. It was good to see everyone, but being DD isn't all it's cracked up to be, which isn't much to begin with.
Then the 22nd was our 6 month anniversary, we both worked and then met at Olive Garden for dinner. He bought me a dozen roses even though we'd already agreed not to exchange presents. We thought our waitress there was on crack, she was really loopy, screwed up our appetizer and forgot his soup. But it was still our anniversary so we had fun regardless.
The 26th was my 20th birthday. I feel old. I went over Wednesday night, and Thursday morning he made me breakfast...awww, I know! Then I had to go to class...not so much fun. After class I went back to his place and he gave me my presents, the big one which was a $100 gift certificate to the Scott Miller Salon, which was voted #1 of 2005 by the D&C so I'm excited about that. Then he got me the Sims nightlife expansion pack, which sounds odd but there's a story behind it. I got the Sim2 for Christmas and made both of us Sims, and he bought this so now our Sims can go on dates...lol. Let's see, then we met my parents at Macaroni Grill for dinner which was sooo good. They gave me a $100 gift card to Regis Salon cause I told my mom I wanted to get my hair fixed and cut. Also $50 to American Eagle...and some socks...I always get socks, but yet they still never match...oh well. After dinner we went to Sam's, who was having some people over, played some beer pong, some darts, but we didn't stay too long cause I wanted to go back so Garren could get drunk with me. Which we did, we drank a lot. We made grilled cheese at 2am, and I invented the "foot game", which is basically standing with your back against the wall, and standing with your toes on the tile line and try to not slip past the line. This is surprisingly hard when you're drunk.
Let's see, Friday we continued celebrating, he took me out to breakfast, then to the mall where I used my AE giftcard. Then we went to see the Chronicles of Narnia, which was actually really good, I didn't think I'd like it but I did. Then we went home and continued the drinking, with our own version of beer pong, and a few other games that he got ideas from this drinking card game thing.
And then, on Saturday, today, my darling Kelly was in town so she took me to lunch! It was so nice to see someone from home!:) Then tonight I went and used my Regis gift card, my hair looks amazing if I do say so myself, lol.
So that was my birthday recap, it was a good weekend. Can I say on a completely unrelated note though that pretty much ever since I've moved home I've been majorly depressed. Not like crying-suicidal depressed, but not really happy. My parents are okay, but just the fact that I've moved home is kinda sad for me, I mean, I'm 20, I work part-time, I'm taking 3 classes at MCC, and I live at home. I feel like a freakin failure. Not to mention I have like zero friends in Rochester. Katie's here but she's busy with school and her bf so I never see her. Pretty much the only people I know are the people from best buy this summer, and I only see them when Garren is invited to something. So basically whenever Garren is busy or working, I sit home by myself, or worse, I go shopping. It's freakin 10:30 on a Saturday night, and I'm home in my pjs and I've been typing this lj for like a half hour now. I feel like I've been cut off from the world, like a shut-in. And I'm probably not going to be able to move out for a while. I'm only working 20 hours a week, so that won't get me very far, and I'd need a roommate cause I can't afford to live on my own, and I don't know anyone who I could possibly live with. Sigh...oh well, I'm gonna go have mine and Garren's Sims go on a date...omg that sounded pathetic. Whatever, chances are no one is still reading anyone cause this has been a novel of an entry.
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January 25th, 2006
12:17 pm - Last day of being a teenager... I turn 20 tomorrow...ewww...that's old! But at least it's only 1 year away from the big 2-1:) I'm celebrating my last teenage day by going out and doing all the stupid things teenagers do, you know, hanging out at the mall, giggleing everytime I see a cute boy, maybe I'll even get into a fight with my mom for old times' sake.
J/K...I'm working 1-10 a Old Navy...but I'll be rebelling at heart.
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January 7th, 2006
01:22 pm - I'm alive!! "now i might be really gulliable, but i would hope that you would tell your former ra slash occasional drinking buddy that you were getting married haha"
Haha...no, it wasn't my wedding, but one of Garren's friends that got married on New Year's Eve. It was absolutely the most amazing wedding ever!!! The wedding itself was in this huge, gorgeous church, and it still had all the lights and pointsettas up from Christmas so it was soooooo pretty. I met a couple of Garren's friends before the wedding, including Tim, the groom, and they all seemed nice. The bride looked absolutely beautiful, her dress was gorgeous and she had this sparkly veil that I was jealous of. I want to look like that on my wedding day.
After the ceremony we went back to our hotel, which was conveniently where the reception was. We walked into the room, and the first thing that happened was one of the girl's at the door greeted us and gave Garren a long stem rose to give to me. Ok, so this place was classy, like wow. There were all these stations of appetizers set up, surrounded by ice sculptures etc. The second thing that happened was a lady came up to us with a trap of champagne, all the glasses had little raspberries in them, it was only 7, but we started drinking then. There was an open bar...hellllooooooooo:) So for about an hour we walked around, ate, drank and mingled, then the wedding party showed up from pictures. Eventually we headed into the actual dining room which was next door. Once again, the room and table settings were gorgeous, they went all out on everything. There was a 4 course meal, with crab cakes first, then this sorbet thing to "cleanse the palate", then the main course was surf and turf, which was lobster tail and filet mignon...soooo yummy. And then there was an entire dessert bar, but we were too stuffed at that point to eat any more. So there were toasts, which were hilarious, the bride-groom dances and normal wedding stuff like that. I went up to catch the bouquet but I didn't get it, Garren didn't catch the garter either so it's okay. We danced ALOT, and those shoes that I loved so much, yeah they hurt like hell, but it was fun.
Overall the night was a ton of fun, it was the nicest wedding either of us had been to, and the countdown at midnight was fun, the hotel provided Don Perion...I don't even think I spelled that right, either way, it's super good, super expensive champagne. It was a blast, I have a few pictures, but they're on a disposable camera cause I forgot my digital so once we get it developed I'll be sure to show you guys. We drank a ton, hello, open bar, but because it was so spaced out and we ate so much neither of us got particularly wasted, however I did manage to wake up at 5am to puke...which I'm sure you guys all wanted to know:P
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In non-wedding news, my mother is driving me up the wall. I've been looking for a second job so I can afford to move out, and I've been pricing apartments for a while now. Last night at lie 8:30 I went over to Garren's for the night, my parents had been out for a while grocery shopping and I figured they'd be back before I left but they weren't, so I left them a note, and I told Andy where I was going. I came home this morning and my mom was giving me all sorts of attitude. I don't know what her problem is, she thinks I'm screwing up my life by dating someone who's a little older, and she's also still mad that I'm only going part-time this semester. No matter what I do she just doesn't understand that what I'm going is good for me. I'm much better off being with someone like Garren than having a repeat of freshman year. And she also doesn't seem to understand that I can't force myself to do something I don't want to do. And that maybe taking it light for a semester and figuring out what I really want to do is better than blindly taking classes I don't like so I'll ultimately end up with a degree in something I hate. And she's on my back about money again, but she doesn't want me to get another job because it will distract me from classes. Gosh I wish she would make up her mind, no matter what I do she won't accept it, and I'm not about to change my life to make her happy. Whatever, in other news, I miss you guys! We need to hang out before you guys all go back.
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December 31st, 2005
08:17 am - Happy New Year's Eve!!!
I'll let you all know how the wedding goes:)
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December 13th, 2005
09:29 pm - Bored and feeling creative...kinda A is for Alone cause no one else is home yet B is for Broke cause I've spent all my money on x-mas presents C is for Christmas Cookies that Garren and I made last weekend D is for Drained cause I'm working 37 hours this week E is for Eggs that I had for breakfast this morning F is for Failing cause that's what I'll do in anatomy unless I kick butt on the final G is for Gas because my car is on empty H is for Happy because that's what I am I is for Impulse because that's how I did all my shopping J is for Jake because that's my new boss' name K is for Klutz because that's what I am L is for Lazy because that's how I feel right now M is for Money because I have none right now N is for Nasal because that's what I'm studying in anatomy O is for Old Navy because that's where I work and I love it P is for Patience because that's what I need to get through the holiday season Q is for Quilt that I need on my bed cause my room is freezing R is for Roll cause Garren and I played a game with dice the other night S is for Spaghettios cause I'm hungry and that's what I'm about to eat T is for Thankful because that's what I am about my life right now U is for Unwashed because that's what my hair is right now V is for Verizon because that's who we're getting our new phones from hopefully soon W is for Wedding because I'm going with Garren to his friend's on New Year's Eve X is for Xerox because that's where my mommy works Y is for Yawn because I'm getting tired Z is for Zoned because that's how I feel whenever I'm at work
Hehehe...hope you guys liked that, I wanted to update, but I didn't feel like just writing, so I guess this works...
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